Despite my greatest goal of becoming a journalist or writer, I am despondently inept at attempting to elucidate my own character, which would in fact be the purpose of this blog. Sarah. Lonely Only Child. Zealous writer. Avid reader. Keen to travel. Passionate photographer. Aspiring film maker.. Glee is my guilty pleasure. Also Starkid. Among other geekdom fandoms. Intrigued by fanfiction. Persistent LGBT rights activist. Persevering feminist. Possessor of an unfortunate tendency to depression.. Bisexual? Unsure. Hopeless romantic. Worried realist. I believe that it's always darkest before the dawn and to be alive rather than survive. C'est la vie. Vous vivez, s'il vous plait!

My mom may be a psychologist but she doesn't get hypomania AT ALL

  • Mom: Are you-are you cleaning your room?
  • Me: Yes-of-course-why-is-there-something-I-missed-why-aren't-you-asleep?-I-know-I-should-be-but-I-can't-sleep
  • Mom: At...at 3 AM? On Sunday? I mean Monday?
  • Me: yeah-could-you-please-move-I-have-to-hang-this-up-and-I-really-can't-slow-down
  • Mom: I can't understand you, can you talk slower?
  • Me: No-mom-I'm-not-talking-oh-yeah-I-am-sorry-but-seriously-oh-hey-look-there's-a-bat-outside-remember-when-Megan-saw-that-bat-when-oh-but-
  • Mom: ...what is wrong with you? Oh never mind I'm going back to bed
  • she shut the door and went back to bed after staring at me like I had three heads for a while

natureofstars:

“Still, what could I say? that I didn’t just feel depressed - instead, it was like the depression was the core of me, of every part of me, from my mind to my bones? That if he got blue, I got black? That I hated those pills so much because I knew how much I relied on them to live? 

No, I couldn’t say any of this because when it all comes down to it, nobody wants to hear it. No matter how much they like you or love you, they don’t want to hear it.”

♥ May 28th at 1AM / via: natureofstars / op: natureofstars / reblog / 1 note
holy fuck i am terrified now

holy fuck i am terrified now

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fuckyeahbipolarowl: Submitted by anonymous  I finally found a picture that expresses my life in six words

fuckyeahbipolarowl:

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I finally found a picture that expresses my life in six words

fuckyeahbipolarowl: submitted by: http://hydok.tumblr.com/ even worse when mixed state

fuckyeahbipolarowl:

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even worse when mixed state

so fucking relevant

so fucking relevant

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So it figures bipolar animal is the freaking owl and literally half my jewelry is owl themed

oh life what the fuck is wrong with you?

so this girl at my school just got diagnosed with bipolar disorder

they didn’t realize she was high on god knows what

and I was just like

…you can diagnose a high person as bipolar and you told me I’m totally fine when I took 17 advil in a mixed bipolar state?

THE FUCK INOVA HOSPITAL, WHAT THE FUCK?